Contradicting thoughts got my mind feeling heavy
“I want that”, but you will never get it
“I think I have this”, but you never did have it
A spiral of thoughts, conflicting frenemies that turn into enemies, till I’m driven insane, but after I’ve crashed I don’t feel no pain
None at all?
The water I’m in is so, so deep
So deep I can hardly see my feet
So deep I don’t even know how far up I can reach
How far have I sunken,
To the point of no return?
Because even with all this fire around me I don’t feel the burn
This point of no return I don’t think I can overturn
Till that day comes when I really feel the burn.