Do you ever fill like you’re waiting for something that isn’t going to happen because right now I am. As much as I talk my talk I have a conflicting battle with myself daily and I always end up going back to my old ways. It’s hard for me to really change my character but I’m trying and hopefully I get there. It kind of links to what I’ve been saying recently but you should never be “waiting” for anyone or anything and the fact you’re waiting “for a sign” is a sign within itself. Although I relapse to my old ways from time to time I’m still going to be living without waiting for something that I feel isn’t flourishing the way I want it to be.