It’s been however many days since my last ‘relationship disaster’ and I honestly feel better than I’ve ever been in a loooong while. With no more of myself to give I’ve become a lot more ‘me’ orientated and a lot less sympathetic or empathetic towards, pretty much everything. As bad as that sounds and this sounds, for me it’s great! because I’m a lot less anxious about things because I’ve always tried to be a people pleaser and now the urge of that has gone. I’ve also been doing this guided imagery thing, which is like visualized meditation, which is really relaxing my mind and helping with my mental health. So right now everything is good all round.