Do you ever just dwell in the past so much because you really don’t think you’re capable of getting anything better. No matter how much “you don’t care,” believe me somewhere inside you do. The only thing that keeps me somewhat out of that rut is to tell myself “They obviously didn’t care for you that much…”

I was going to continue, but when I deeped what I was going to say I realised I’ve got a real problem honestly 😪