Saturday 8th December 2018

New month new me lol. To be honest, there isn’t much to update on about my life. I mean I have a “job” now, but that’s pretty much it lol. Although at the start of this month I made it a mission to push myself out of my comfort zone, and I’m actually surprising myself…

Thursday 8th November 2018 (Gravitate)

Do you ever think about how things just “happen?” You can be so focused on one thing and you’ll end with something completely different. When you really think about it (I mean truly) don’t you think it’s amazing how things just gravitate towards you so naturally, like it was all meant to happen in the…

6th November 2018 (Wasted Time)

You know when you feel nothing is going your way, (even though that’s the case 100% of the time for me) last month was really that month. I did actually get a job for a Social Media & Marketing Coordinator, and though it was voluntary it’s something to put on my CV and it’s great…

4th November 2018

I’ve been intentionally stalling on writing this though it’s been through no fault of mine. Every time I was about to update on my life something new always came up to add and it got to the point where it became too much for one post. Now things have slowed down I’ll be able to…

Thursday 4th October 2018

Start of the new month, a start of a new journal. To be honest with you I don’t really have anything to say… Since the carnival antics, all I’ve been doing is applying for jobs and nothing has come to fruition. Every day I’m at home applying for jobs (AKA doing nothing) just makes me…

Saturday 1st September 2018

Well… the only thing I can talk about really is CARNIVALL!! If I knew it was going to be this good I would have taken pictures to put here, but honestly it was amazing (especially compared to the year before). I wasn’t even going to go, but my cousin came through at the last minute…

Tuesday 17th July 2018

Now that I have “work” to do again I can’t upload like I used to so I thought I would make a quick update before I wither into nothingness again. Firstly to update on ‘Mission Impossible’ it is actually mission impossible and there is really no point of me continuing what was originally planned because…

Monday 16th July 2018 (Why Am I Not Good Enough?)

(This is probably going to be very moist, but I actually don’t care) I’ve made so many strides in a very short amount of time, changed a lot of my mind set in nearly all aspects of my life, but if there is one thing I feel incredibly hopeless in… (Now I’m thinking how to…

Monday 2nd July 2017

It’s been however many days since my last ‘relationship disaster’ and I honestly feel better than I’ve ever been in a loooong while. With no more of myself to give I’ve become a lot more ‘me’ orientated and a lot less sympathetic or empathetic towards, pretty much everything. As bad as that sounds and this…