I started this to just do all things I’m scared to do, which also translates to “things I’ve been holding back from doing.” When the time finally came to start I didn’t feel it was worth doing anymore. Nonetheless, I still went forward and did what I have been holding off from doing, and I…
Tag: Life
Thursday 26th September 2019 (21:41)
How do you face your demons? Like, seriously. What is it that you have to do to overcome them? I’ve realised there’s things from my past that still linger, and I want to make peace with them, so if anyone knows how to deal with this then please help. Thank you.
Tuesday 24th September 2019 (0:23)
It almost felt like old times, but you reminded me how distant we still are…
Knucks’s Headline Show
Three days ago I went to Knuck’s headline show courtesy of the fam, and what an experience it was. The biggest surprise for me was how one minute the venue wasn’t as packed, then I turned around randomly and people were filled right to the back. Some of the jokes from Puddi were a bit…
Wednesday 18th September 2019
Anyway, a real quick update on life and that. I was about to move to this girl yesterday (slide in the DM’s). Like, I was very close (but I got distracted lol). But thinking about it, I should go out and take more L’s (risks). I was even thinking to do a monthly thing on…
Monday 16th September (20:15) [Open Letter]
There’s one human being I miss in my life. Like, in terms of a living vessel, she’s beneficial to life itself. A very shit texter lol (sorry not sorry, but I can’t even chat myself now lol), but not even specifically for me, but anyone needs a “her.” Do I have people like her now?…
Monday 16th September 2019 (19:00)
You don’t know this, but I’ve hated how our relationship has been for the longest. Ever since that “thing” happened, things have never been the same. What we have now is not even a caricature of the past because at least there are some similarities with that. I don’t think it’s just me, but I’m…
Wednesday 11th September 2019
Sometimes (quite a lot actually) I think I’m a shit son. Now I’ve talked a bit about me and my mum’s relationship in the past, but now I think I’m just stuck in a pattern I can’t get out of. There’s this video that explains perfectly what I’m talking about, but there are times when…
Tuesday 10th September 2019 (11:47)
Evidently there’s something wrong with me. I don’t know what. But something is wrong with me.
Sunday 8th September 2019
It’s later than I said, but it’s here. I think there are two things I didn’t fully make clear when I was talking about relationships. One thing was I don’t even get the chance to be given a reason to be ghosted on (it’ll literally be after a couple of messages and that’s it). Or…
